Day No.28/ Saturday
I really feel as thou, you’re expecting me to be someone else. It sucks really! Why can’t I wear what I feel like wearing? Why can’t behave like how I want to?! Why can’t I be myself. Is it cause I’m with you that my own will are limited to only what you like and prefer?!
If you say no, then why do feel like it?! It’s like I’m strip of my ownself when I’m w you. Always too scared to let lose cause it might not be what you expect of me.. Maybe this is what a relationship should make you feel?! Maybe I’m just over-thinking stuff.
Maybe. Just maybe, you’re trying to change me into somone that you want me to be. Really sucky sometimes I swear. But what can I do abt it?
For a better us.
xx