I wonder what’s its like t nt have t worry abt shortage of cash every month. I mean. This obviously proves tt I’m actually having financial issues.. 

  I’ve been planning t save up and failed terribly fr th pass 6 months. It’s really saddening. Apart frm tht, I’ve been wondering how we’re going t survive w th remaining $130 fr 21 more days till th end of th month.. If I have only myself t worry ,I’ll manage. But bf too.. Sigh! Sigh! Of coz luhh we can take advance and everything bt it kinda defeat th purpose when it’s just gonna make you fall short th following month again. 

  And one more thing, if you don’t learn t pamper yrslf, who else would xia?! FUCK! It’s good enuf tt I’m spending on my own account. I have bonus also shortage. No bonus also th same. FUCK! does it proves something..

Ahya! Let’s just hope tt there’s gonna b better days t come. I just wish fr everything t just soother out and stay tt way.. I want t b worry-free fr th rest of th month can?! Please. 

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