February 2012
19 posts
January 2012
22 posts
Day No.18/ Wednesday
Routine life-style is killing me on th inside. I love th feeling of having th boy every single day. Wish it was easier t b th girl, he wanted me t b.. People will say its easy what, just d what he say and like, t avoid any complicationg aka fights/ quarells. But tt’s nt me.. Not who I’ve grown t b.. I’m a lot more complex then how I appear t b.
It’s just that...
Day No. 14/ Saturday
Sometime I swear it’s easier nt t care at all. Cause only then you’ll learn t let g of stuff and nt over-think issues. Some people should learn t stop organising other people’s life.
I’m nt a two year old tt needs t b told what t do and what nt. I’m well aware of my capabilities. And when I say I’ll manage means I’ll sure as hell will. S stop making...
Day No.13/ Friday
A few days have pass and I have yet t update you. Which clearly means all is well on my end. Now tt I’m having issues again. Here I go..
It’s not that I want t appear like a ridicule or patty bt issues seems t bother us all th time now. It’s like s hard t have a week or a month w no fight/quarells at all. This time abt a remark I made in my personal diary slash organiser...
Day No.10/ Tuesday Afternoon
When deeds speak, words are nothing.
An african proverb tt happen t cross me during such times. Sometime it really feels as if words are just words. Tend t remain as words. Cause as soon as it was spoken, it will b forgotten. Pfft! Sometime people can promise you th world, bt in reality they just say it cause it suit th mood/moment. And s tt they could get over a phrase in life.. Lies....
Day No.9/ Monday
I wonder what’s its like t nt have t worry abt shortage of cash every month. I mean. This obviously proves tt I’m actually having financial issues..
I’ve been planning t save up and failed terribly fr th pass 6 months. It’s really saddening. Apart frm tht, I’ve been wondering how we’re going t survive w th remaining $130 fr 21 more days till th end of th...
Day No.8/ Sunday Morning
Some people just love having all those eyes ogling at them.. Not that it bothers me. I too love th feeling of being looked at w s much adoration. But this kind of stares are different frm th usual ones.. Th kind tt if they can mental rape you, they would have in bright daylight. Sigh! Man are mere dickheads I swear.. Most man tt is..
Sometime all a girl needs is a little decency frm you...
“Th prettiest smiles hide th deepest secrets.”
– Anonymous
Day No.7/ Saturday Morning
As I lay awake, all I’ve repeating in my mind are words you’ve mentioned in th car tht other day aft driving.. “You treat me like a taxi driver!” ,”I know you don’t care about all this!”, “Sometimes I really can’t take in anymore” , “You think I purposly want t make you angry meh?!”, “Sorry if I always fall short of...
06.01.12 - Friday Morning
Sleepless as it may seemed. Rather lethargic. Watch Pretty Woman and Shall We dance. In love w Richard Gere. A charmer tt one,. Leaving me dreaming. Yearning fr some thing close t perfect myself.
But what is right?! Juvenile much?!
Sweetest Dreams
xx
“I’m no longer your muse..”
– Katy Perry
05.01.12 - Thursday
Late fr driving as usual. Th boy couldn’t manage t send me. So I cabbed there. See th boy aft. Fought along th way. I don’t see th point of having do things you don’t want t do. And if it’s “no worth it”, then don’t bother doing. It’s easy as that. But what could i possibly do right!? Guess everything’s alright now. Apologies exchanged and all...
04.01.12 - Wednesday
Work as usual. Late and cabbed. Managed to arrive on time. Thank God for that. BlaBlaBla.. End work and met th boy. Fetched me home. I on th other hand wasn’t happy thou. Th boy had plans fr th night and didn’t have th decency t update me. Leaving me all clueless and shit. Lucky fr me, I didn’t purchase any movie tickets for us. Like foreal. I was having th mood to watch th...
December 2011
1 post
The First Since Like Forever.
Embracing th New Year w a new post. For starters I’ve planned t stop updating my facebook status from this year onward. No more telling th world how i feel. No more attention seeking. Making everything private.
I swear it’s hard but i’ll try. Same goes fr the little oath i made.. To stop purchasing shoes/sneakers for th time being. I could prolly do that fr th rest of my life...
November 2011
45 posts
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DON’T EVER LET ANYONE MAKE YOU FEEL AS IF YOU DON’T DESERVE YOUR OWN DREAM! STOP AT NOTHING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN! FOR THOSE WHO MATTERS DON’T MIND AND THOSE WHO MIND DON’T MATTER!
