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  2. Day No.138/ Thursday Life itself has its toll on me recently. Knowing that I have mostly guy friends, you would only let me go out w my girlfriends and no one to one guy friend time. Why? Cause you don’t trust them. But you claimed to trust me. Really. I mean why are we putting ourselves in so much pain just for th mere short term happiness that we thought will b in the ending of all this. Like as if, we’re working towards a happily ever after ,when in truth there isn’t any. How dare you questioned my love? I know you’re insecure and shit. But after yesterday and my multiple assurance that I’ve chosen to rot at home if that makes you happy. To which i literally did. And yet you doubted me.  It hurts. I swear. To th very depth of my heart it cuts me. Are you aware of it, highly doubt so,.  Here I am pouring my heart out and you’re probably stuck in bed thinking what I was doing, not picking up yr calls earlier. Was it Hardi? Was she with Afiq? Hell boy, I was asleep asshole, waiting for yr return. One day, you’ll realized what you’ve lost when you eventually lost it.  To not hoping so much. xx

    Day No.138/ Thursday

    Life itself has its toll on me recently. Knowing that I have mostly guy friends, you would only let me go out w my girlfriends and no one to one guy friend time. Why? Cause you don’t trust them. But you claimed to trust me. Really.

    I mean why are we putting ourselves in so much pain just for th mere short term happiness that we thought will b in the ending of all this. Like as if, we’re working towards a happily ever after ,when in truth there isn’t any.

    How dare you questioned my love? I know you’re insecure and shit. But after yesterday and my multiple assurance that I’ve chosen to rot at home if that makes you happy. To which i literally did. And yet you doubted me. 

    It hurts. I swear. To th very depth of my heart it cuts me. Are you aware of it, highly doubt so,. 

    Here I am pouring my heart out and you’re probably stuck in bed thinking what I was doing, not picking up yr calls earlier. Was it Hardi? Was she with Afiq? Hell boy, I was asleep asshole, waiting for yr return.

    One day, you’ll realized what you’ve lost when you eventually lost it. 

    To not hoping so much.

    xx

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  3. "Anyone can be passionate but it takes real lovers to be silly."
    Rose Franken (via blua)

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  4. hazor: It will all end in tears

    hazor:

    It will all end in tears

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  5. "Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go."
    Oscar Wilde (via lionskeleton)

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  6. "All I can do is hope for the best, even though hoping for the best, like trying to get a bat to obey your orders, almost always leads to disappointment."
    Lemony Snicket - The Beatrice Letters. (via admiralzacpower)

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  7. "the more I live the more I think
    two people together is a miracle."
    adrienne rich via Autostraddle — Adrienne Rich is Dead (via autostraddle)

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  8. Day No.131/ Thursday Awful. xx

    Day No.131/ Thursday

    Awful.

    xx

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I'm a girl that despises boundaries ,afraid of commitments and antagonize on hypocritical beings. && is very protective of those who exhibit consanguinity.

I've always ask for more then what I'm willing to give. In other words, you'll always love me more then I'll ever do you. I'm bad like that. Accept it or usher yourself out.

I may be the perfect looking daddy's brat ever.
But it don't change the fact that you don't know me! True.

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